Many times i find myself still very tempted to email you just to feel comforted through this pain that someone iis there listening. And understanding. But i catch myself and stop me from doing it. It is just unfortunate that my personality i am born and grew up with that although i can talk to […]

In all probability sense, i was lucky as hell to barely scrap through and was heck close to not being able to celebrate this festival with mum. I’ve only God Almighty’s grace to thank for making it through alive, time and time again. But i doubt in and if there is another next time, i’d

Dr Ang warned me yesterday that I just had another “near-close miss” in less than 3 months. This time, i really lost a lot. Not really money as still thank god there’s insurance. But i still choke with tears each time i think how it is because of this incident, i gained back my brother

maybe this is goodbye after all

My grandfather’s words, a wisdom true,“Don’t lend your umbrella, to those who forget you.”I didn’t understand, in youthful bliss,But life’s hard lessons, taught me the meaning’s kiss. There are those who appear, when storms arise,Seeking shelter, with tear-stained eyes.But when the sun shines bright, they’re gone from sight,Forgetting names, and the help given in the

the times when i get really really sick, i dream of the most beautiful and happiest moments of my life. i vividly remember whilst i was in icu recently, everytime i fell asleep, i dreamt of the 1 thing i really truly want most in this life: family. the ones who really really matters. the

another day in my life

the only actual prescription i need

i tried to give my best to everyone i tried to do and be the person everyone expected of me everything i did, was out of professionalism and i expected sky high expectations of myself in terms of quality through my career lifespan, i never ever had a complaint from client or expert over the