One of my key client within APAC region now. First, Glucophage, Concor, and now Euthyrox.
In actual fact, it is the exact case of money coming into left pocket, but going out back to the same client’s right pocket…. sigh,,, But as with all things fate, nothing I can do except to accept this reality and fate… Not only with this client alone, but I’d say, it is precisely the same model with the majority of my other clients too….
What next…? The closest likelihood of the next time-bomb – a heart attack or a stroke, which I’m really really just trying my best to buy time against….
And I also pray the upcoming colonscopy and gastroscopy both don’t reveal anything else serious or chronic that adds on to this already overwhelming list that I honestly really don’t know how long my kidneys especially can take as well….
Essentially, I know I’m racing against time or just using medications to “buy more time”, to complete what I set out to achieve in this lifetime and every single day, wake up whether or not I actually feel like – to give my best-est shot in all I commit to doing – so that in the end of the day, when I face God, I can tell Him that I used every inch of talent that You blessed me with….