Is what one person has to say and storm off worth destroying my dreams and ambitions that I slogged my ass off for? VC, Bakat Arena?
Is what one person has to say and storm off worth derailing what I set out to achieve in terms of proving the world wrong about people living with my condition?
Truth is, it takes a very very very very strong heart and mind to be able to withstand this hurt from this episode on the basis that I feel it largely was not fair to me at all. I’ll never return back unless in a body bag as the damage has already been done and it is beyond repair to me personally to be accused of something like this.
I know I won’t have many years left to go in life before I end up with a heart attack or stroke, but what I can say is that I’ve to somehow find a way to force myself to stop ruminating over this person and let her go as history and the past of what was once in my life.
Life isn’t fair, it’s just fairer than death, that’s all. And do not expect life or people to be fair. Life owes you nothing. The universe is under no obligation to make sense to you. Point made. Full stop.