I cringe when I look at my calendar next week and the week after. Thank God Uncle Paul is back in the company to help me out now at least.
When I was first diagnosed in UK in Year 2009, I fought very very hard as I told myself I’ll never let that label be any limitation or a self-fulfilling prophecy to what I can achieve. I never wanted it to be any barrier and wanted so much to prove to the world that in spite of everything, you can still achieve your dreams and ambitions, as long as you want it more than any illness you have.
But she’s right. I.need.to.learn.to.let.go.
I can do just about everything but at what expense?
The frustrations. Learn to be a more patient person. And remember that not everything is my responsibility. The team is there for a reason. I just have to close one eye and accept a lot of things and be okay with it.
And relax.
And know that everything is gonna be okay in the end.
I never ever ever want to land back up in the position where I first started back again.