Tuesday [02/07] – Friday [05/07]
Who would have guessed…
What is going on within.. what lies behind that smile, the “good conversationalist”, “the brains”, “the star”, “the walking Wikipedia” and being “the best”.
Would it have been easier if I demand less from myself? If I could just close an eye and let things run it’s own course, without the need of being a perfectionist…
And will I be satisfied to settle just being mediocre knowing that I can do so much more if I push myself to?
Just someone to trust
Just someone to listen, without judgement
Just someone to hold
Just presence…
All unconditional.
Dear God, only you know my heart. Everyone judges. Rejection everywhere I turn. Nowhere safe. No place for respite. Please help me.
Behind these locked doors.