Dear Father God,
Thr particular church that has been repeatedly appearing in my dreams – where i dreamt I’m asleep in that bench but there is a person right beside me sitting there with her hand on my shoulder. The comfort and peace and the feeling that I’m safe and protected – in this 35 years, I’ve never ever felt this total combination and such depths of solace within.
In the middle, there is a really really special carving on the wall of You on the cross, Your sacrifice for our otherwise unforgivable sins.
You know too I’ve been trying my hardest in search for this exact image of this church as I believe this recurrent dream actually has a deeper meaning to it but till now, I haven’t been able to locate it.
You and only You alone know my heart and my struggles, how truly painful it is – I know You do which no other human being can actually come close to comprehend. Today I really really pray and ask whole-heartedly, sincerely and humbly for Your help to find this place of solace. You know I don’t exactly belong anywhere real – work, I can perform but the toll it is really taking on me in entirety is getting more and more challenging to overcome; treatment centres, I’m apparently too high functioning to fit the criteria of any of it.
I truly don’t know anywhere else I can go to, apart from to continue searching for this church You led me to in my dreams. But I don’t know too how long will it take vs if I can in reality endure the wait against time.
Amen