When suddenly your ability to do everyday life deteriorates so fast and the fatigue level ravages your body like a wild bush fire and takes over so rapidly, you kinda know what they mean. Not know, but you feel it….deep down within you…
You just pray to feel loved. And cared for. By the ones who mean something to you in this lifetime. At this point.
All you will ask for. And ever wish for. At this point.
Suddenly the 3 or 5 or 10 million bucks KPI just becomes a withering empty shell.
Just love.
You pray that you did meant something to even just one and even just remotely you did…at this point.
You just don’t want this sadness and pain. No you really really don’t.